l am really curious, why my friends they like to throw all the negative stuff to me......
No matter that person is a male or female , they like to tell me something bad,
like they are angry , they are sad, they are confuse about something,
not to say they always complain or giving me the negative power ,
but is kind of weird cause l always receive the negative energy from my friends......
yet, l only can be the listener , l rarely can give any opinion ,
even l provide some opinion , they will start to compare me with other friends.......
at the end , they accept my opinion , but they will not list me as their best friends......
in their list, some other friends will be their best friends,
and me , to them , is just a emotion dustbin, after they speak out all the negative things,
they will go to find their friends happily, and leave me alone......
why this things always happen to me ???
am l look like a dustbin, is convenience for them to throw their negative emotion to me ...
then after they reload , they will feel release and leave me there will full of negative emotion.....
sometimes l really tired with this, cause when you treat someone nice,
does not means that he/she will treats you nice too.......
not l want people to rewards me , but sometimes is tired for me,
always receive the negative things, then how can l release all the negative staff???
tell another person and make he/she feel stress too....
don't know this is a good sign or bad sign to be a emotion dustbin.......
do l look like this ,
available at anytime and anywhere,
whenever you feel you wanna reload ,
just come to me and throw your stuff to me,
then you can continue your happy life with others......
even my friends hurt me , they will feel that l will just be ok ,
and ask , are you angry , such a funny joke ,
why not you stand in front of me , then let me hurt you then ask
"are you ok".......
then let me see what respond can you give me .......
after that still want me to act nothing and be good friends to you ,
you though l am robot , l got no feeling ......
l am human, l will feel sad too, so please don't simply hurt me
then later come to me and ask,
"Are you ok".......
l am not ok, will not be ok......
hope that one day , my friends will know this ba.......
stop hurting me , if not , l am sure l.......
will not be your friend anymore........
