从来没想过，10多年过去了，我还是那个我 还是那个爱胡思乱想，想法天马行空的我 距离上一个post，已经是13年前了 感谢Google大佬，让我10多年后，依然可以找回我自己的 秘密基地 我从以前就发现我很喜欢把我发生的事情记录下来，可能我有先见之明，知道自己属于金鱼脑袋，很多发生的不那么重要的事情，我大脑是不会把他储存下来的 那我只好靠IT帮我把记忆封存吧 我很长有很多话，说不出口，怕说了会产生不好的结果 所以多年后，我又来到我的秘密基地，把我不能说，不敢说的话，都放这里了
开工大吉
wah，时间不等人，这句话过得真快啊，我上班虽然是（intern），还是要把它说成上班，比较好听， 哈哈，快一个星期了。 在职场上的生活感觉比读书好要累，虽然每天都是坐在office“读书”，可是晚上回到家就不想动了，只想躺着什么都不用做。
刚刚跟supervisor讨论我们的进度，没想到他会称赞我们，说我们的mini assignment 做的很好，而且还有满分拿，好开心哦。。。。。希望以后会很有动力去完成工作咯...
Happy Chinese New YEar!!!
Happy Chinese New YEar!!!
重新（心）出发》》》Go Go Go《《《
传说中的那个“世界末日”就那么平静的过去了，
迎接它来临的是“圣诞夜”.
2012 年最红的新闻莫过于
2012 年12月21日 是“世界末日",
每当相关新闻出街后，
肯定能在Facebook掀起一阵热潮......
可是“世界末日” 过去了，
我们的日子还是一样的过....
真感恩我还能看得见12/22/2012 的太阳.....
圣诞节就快到了咯，
我的生日也快到了，
回想起21 岁的生日派对，
虽然没有很多人帮我庆祝，
没有很多的礼物，
可是我好开心.....
反观今年的呢？？？
感觉很多东西都变了....
人变了，心变了，什么都变了....
好想回到去以前，
读中学的时间，
那段虽然有烦恼，
可是还是很高兴的那年......
可是很多事是没有的回头的，
所以我们一定要享受当下，
那以后就不会后悔了.....
以后每天都要对自己说一篇，
》》》》 l like today
》》》》》》》Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 《《《《《《《
ColEctiOn of MeMoRieS
Wah， there is
been a very long time i didn't write any blog since May of this year. Lots and
lots of things happen within this few months, some is very happy while some is
very complicated to share. Let’s revise the sweet memories within this few
months ba......
The past
five monts, l have a really good time with my family, friends and also my dear
"Yi Hao". End of Jun is my semester break, is time for me to go home.
Really excited moment for me because l can go back home and get back to my
lovely family there. After few weeks stay at home, l make my move to the LCCT
again. l flight with totally different person which are Yeen Kuan, Yew Fei,
Pooi Kee, Soo Fong, Kai Wei and also Kevin. We all 7 person, some of us who
always fly from east Malaysia to peninsula, while some others are never step
into the plane before.
We all 7 good friends, booked
flight ticket from November 2011 to fly to Taipei and this July, finally, we
can fly to there. It's really fun to travel around with good friends because we
can do something very silly together and this all will be our sweet memories
which others can't know how precious it is. We walk through all places in
Taipei and enjoy the meal there, enjoy the culture there and most important is,
we bought a lot of cloths there. haha. Although during the trip, we have some
conflict, but we able to solve this and we really enjoy this trip. Before we
flied to Taiwan, we visited Sabah - a nice state in Malaysia to visit. We
visited the island there, having fun there and have some delicious sea-food
meal there.
After the
Taiwan trip, l spent lot of time at kl. l refused to stay at bidor, this is
because l am kinda stress when l stay at bidor. Because of some incidence, l
need to stay together with my uncle aunty at my house. l was used to stay alone
at home and it's not convenience for me to stay together with them.
During this time, l has a bad time with my dear - Yi Hao. He always complained
that l doesn’t have enough time for him, we just start our relationship during
that time and we can't meet for almost 2 months. He missed me too much and l
was like refused to chat with him, not miss him at all, make he getting mad.
Luckily, we passed our hard time and we manage to maintain our relationship
well now.
After a long long holiday, l needs to go back to
Sarawak again to continue my study. I am a third year student now; l can't
accept this fact indeed. The day we came into uni is just like yesterday, and
now we are 3 year student. Time pass really fast. Come back here not more than
l month, our housemate start to have conflict. l don't know is that l did or
say something not good in front of my housemate, she always show us her
mad face when she is not happy. Because of her, we feel stress and feel like
want to escape from our house, and finally, we made it, we 离家出走 for few hours, went to a restaurant, chit chat there, gossip
there and have fun over there. At the end, she sms us and ask where are we,
haha, our 离家出走 is
success ..... hehe..... After that, not that stress already and can be our self
again.....
12 October 2012 is a special day for me. We
have a IS convo party on that day which this is a tradition of IS in FCSIT. I
got a special certificate from that party which is "Best student with
highest CGPA in sem 2011/2012 semester 1. This is a reward for me even l didn't
really put effort on my study..... Hehe...... But I’m really happy to receive
such certificate. l will work harder in future to keep the good work.
云霄飞车
最近的心情好像云霄飞车哦，
一回儿高一回儿低的，
开心时就好开心哦，
emo 时就好emo 哦，
连朋友都问我今天干吗，
都不会笑了的。
我也很想笑，
可是笑不出。
朋友的问题，
家人的问题，
功课上的问题，
健康本身的问题，
种种问题把我压得喘不过气来了，
我需要一个小丑，或是一个开心果，
我好想任性一回， 让人哄我开心，
我的小丑，你在哪里？？？
你快点出来好吗，
我真的真的很需要你。。。。。
情绪之源回收站
l am really curious, why my friends they like to throw all the negative stuff to me......
No matter that person is a male or female , they like to tell me something bad,
like they are angry , they are sad, they are confuse about something,
not to say they always complain or giving me the negative power ,
but is kind of weird cause l always receive the negative energy from my friends......
yet, l only can be the listener , l rarely can give any opinion ,
even l provide some opinion , they will start to compare me with other friends.......
at the end , they accept my opinion , but they will not list me as their best friends......
in their list, some other friends will be their best friends,
and me , to them , is just a emotion dustbin, after they speak out all the negative things,
they will go to find their friends happily, and leave me alone......
why this things always happen to me ???
am l look like a dustbin, is convenience for them to throw their negative emotion to me ...
then after they reload , they will feel release and leave me there will full of negative emotion.....
sometimes l really tired with this, cause when you treat someone nice,
does not means that he/she will treats you nice too.......
not l want people to rewards me , but sometimes is tired for me,
always receive the negative things, then how can l release all the negative staff???
tell another person and make he/she feel stress too....
don't know this is a good sign or bad sign to be a emotion dustbin.......
do l look like this ,
available at anytime and anywhere,
whenever you feel you wanna reload ,
just come to me and throw your stuff to me,
then you can continue your happy life with others......
even my friends hurt me , they will feel that l will just be ok ,
and ask , are you angry , such a funny joke ,
why not you stand in front of me , then let me hurt you then ask
"are you ok".......
then let me see what respond can you give me .......
after that still want me to act nothing and be good friends to you ,
you though l am robot , l got no feeling ......
l am human, l will feel sad too, so please don't simply hurt me
then later come to me and ask,
"Are you ok".......
l am not ok, will not be ok......
hope that one day , my friends will know this ba.......
stop hurting me , if not , l am sure l.......
will not be your friend anymore........
电话筒 ^.^
很久很久没有写blog了，最近心情是有起有落，开心的事是跟朋友们出去玩，庆祝joan 的生日，一班女生在巴士站拍照， 玩的好开心哦， emo 的是很多assignment等着我去做，真的很烦很烦捏。。。。
昨天接到朋友的电话， 他说他现在做工做的很不开心，很想不要做了， 可是当初我们跟他说你就专心读书吧，别去做工了， 可是他说他要拿experience，then 现在他又说他不想做了，真的不懂他到底要什么， haiz。。。。。希望他能早点想通，别再想些有的没有的了，要做就要尽力去做，别半途而废。。。。
还有第二个朋友，昨天心情不好， 想找我聊天， 可是我睡了， 没接到他的电话， 感觉很对不起他。。。。。。
在我朋友的中，我好像时常扮演一个出气筒或着电话筒的东西， 没当他们有什么不如意的事， 他们之然而然的就会打电话给我， 真不知是好事还是坏事， 希望会是一件好事。。。。。哈哈哈哈 (@.@)..........
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