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陌生人

3:37 PM |

我是一个很怪很怪的人, 这是我的室友对我说的......... 哈哈............. 

她觉得我很怪是因为我很怕跟陌生人接触,

 尤其是在上巴士时, 

我会有一种很自然的反应那就是双手护在胸前, 

跟人保持距离...... 哈哈.......

上到巴士我也不会松懈, 一定会跟别人保持很大一段距离, 

深怕别人会touch到我 ..... haha......

她每次跟我一起搭巴士她就会好开心因为她能看见我很怕很怕的一面....... 

真是坏室友......

可是当我跟我的好朋友在一起时, 

我会很爱粘别人, 哈哈, 我也不懂为什么......

可能是我是一个很没有安全感的人,

 喜欢透过接触去告诉别人我喜欢跟他/她在一起......

可是在陌生人面前我就                                            是一个很冷很冷的人..............

                                                                                      真不懂这是好事还是                                                      坏事...............



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眼泪

1:14 AM |

突然间,有种想哭的感觉, 没有什么不如意事情发生, 也没什么人惹我生气........

就是突然间有一股闷闷地感觉涌进心里头........

 我到底怎么了, 真的好想好想哭哦, 可是有室友在身边, 不能随便乱来......

好郁闷啊, 有谁能来打救我??? 怎么感觉我很孤单, 很寂寞.........

难道真的像Hebe 的歌所说的"寂寞寂寞就好" ???

好想去跟表弟呆在同一个空间, 

可是可以吗???

可能吗???

我有这种勇气, 不顾家人,枉顾朋友们的关心,

去找表弟和婆婆她吗???

真的好想好想你们啊, 

我到底该怎么做才能跟你们见面呢???


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自拍照大集合 (n_n)

2:36 AM |

lower six 的我 
最近的我 
最近好像爱上了自拍这个活动, 
得空无聊时就会拿起手机,
按下"Camera" 这个功能, 
然后把相机对准自己, 
最后按下按键, 自拍.

 以前的我是个很讨厌拍照的人, 
可是不知道什么时候,
我喜欢上了自拍这个活动..... 

有人跟我说,
                                   人应该要每天都拍一张自己的照片, 

upper six 的我 
                                       以后,
大学的我
 你就能看到你的变化, 
连最微小的变化也能看到....... 

可是我没有那么有恒心,
哈哈....... (*.*)v.............
 所以我只能看到我form5 到现在的变化...... 
哈哈 ....... (*.*)v.............


form 5 的我......... 


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爱情 (*.*)

2:01 AM |

什么是爱情???

 我想没有人可以给我一个真正的定义吧. 

今天跟朋友大概聊了这个话题, 我问了她一个很无聊的问题, 

"你怎么样才知道你对另外一个人有感觉"??? 

哈哈..... 好白痴的一个问题哦.....

她就告诉我说, 刚刚是喜欢吧了, 还不是爱, 

要到两人在一起了, 才会变成爱.......

当她说完他的定义之后, 我就跟他说, 我比他多一个level,

那就是"欣赏".......

"欣赏>>喜欢>>爱 "

我的恋爱过程.........

我有欣赏过一个男生, 可是却没有喜欢过一个男生.......

所以我很好奇, 喜欢一个人是什么样的感觉........

希望在不久的将来, 我有机会可以尝尝恋爱的机会.............

刚刚看书时看到一段满有意思的文章........

"如果一个男的被对一名女子将一手的食指笔直指向天空, 

那就表示, 他向老天发誓, 

今生今世 , 除了她, 永不再爱.................  "

好浪漫的一个动作哦, 可是这只是书中独有的浪漫, 

现实中是没有这种事的........






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Movie

9:59 PM |

this november , watched 2 movies 2 different states in Malaysia. One venue is Sabah , another is Sarawak, one is mandarin and another one is english movie, one watched with friends and another watched with family, although there were many differences between these 2 movies, yet there is a similarity, that is these 2 movies are same 翻拍 from the book. 


one is" 那些年，我们一起追过的女孩"，the other is twilight "breaking dawn" , l had read this 2 books before and after watched these 2 movies, l felt like l prefer the story in books rather than the story of movie, they feeling of the books and the movies are different, when you read story books, you can get more "感觉" then watched movie. 


for someone , may be they will say that these 2 movies are not nice, but for me , l will say this 2 movies are ok , cause it's very depends on you watch this movie with who...... haha....... if the movie is terrible or horrible , but you watch it with someone you like or your best friends, you will feel ok, but if you watch movie with someone you don't like , you will not enjoy the movie at all, so l am very glad that l watched these 2 movies with the people that l like and l love, my roommate, housemate, course mate, my best friends and my lovely sister. because of them, l enjoy the show very very much, thanks to them...... 

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happy ^.^

8:23 AM |

l am soooooo happy today, cause l can meet my family soon...... 
later will fly to sabah-kk for my sister convocation , 
really long time didn't see all my family, 
l miss you guys, l miss mama, baba, jie jie, ah goh, 
and for sure my little princess Vivienne Ho. 
l can meet my best friend  too later,
 really excited now .
 something bad happen to me, 
and l am not sure l can handle  it well,
 wish can meet you guys soon 
to release all my tension, haha. 
haha, one more thing, 
my fourth sister just get birth, 
hence she cannot attend my sis convo ,
yet l am sure she will be jealous us 
as we can have family trip 
but she got to stay at home to 坐月子..................
hahahahhahahahha.................... 
this is her cute cute daughter, my new new niece,
don't know what her name yet.........haha........




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假期之旅

1:09 PM |


                 This semester break, as usual , l didn't go back to my hometown , is like wasting money and energy to go back . Within this 1 week , l went to many places , went to "Chef at home","isabella cafe", "台北101", "修的秘密圣殿“,""the spring buy ipad2 with senior","sibu ","sibu heritage center " and also "logos hope". wow , really went to lot of places , haha......



                   My roommate always said l cannot stay alone , l will feel very lonely , at first l though she was wrong , who knows that  l am really that kind of person, l cannot stay alone cause l will feel very lonely. This is why l follow my housemate "Joan" went back to her hometown sibu ..... l prefer to 打扰别人也不要自己一个人..... haha.......


                    Sibu, a 美食天堂 , since l went there , the most activity is eat , Joan keep on bringing me to this place , that place , to search 美食，l never feel hungry when l stay there, haha..... Also, her family is very nice to me , aunty uncle always ask me to eat more , 姐姐哥哥 fetch me to here and there, really nice family . 










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休闲之夜

1:22 AM |


            刚刚跟朋友出去吃晚餐，感觉好好噢，好久没有之种轻轻松松聊聊天，打打屁，叙叙旧，互相"zet" ， 互相闹的感觉，真的很享受呢。 回到家时，朋友的一句话， 把我感动的感觉带到了高点，“到家了打给我”， 然后朋友回到家, send  来一封信息， 把感动点推到了最高点，“谢谢你让我给了我一个美好的晚上”， 真得真的会很珍惜这些感动，因为我们不知道那一天是我们的最后一天，所以要学会珍惜.........


原来只要是对的人，对的地点对的感觉，时间可以过得很快，跟一班很久没有一起出去玩得朋友一起去聚会， 吃西餐， 然后再去一间很有感觉的cafe 喝茶聊天，感觉就是很轻松自在。 

以前我是一个很固执的人，永远都是靠第一眼去看人，如果第一眼觉得这个人不是好人，就不会试着和那个人做朋友，可是今天我觉得我错了，错得好离谱，人与人是要透过相处，才会知道对方是不是你要找的人。


     今天真的很谢谢chiaw lin , yan yan , kim fong 和 carmen , 因为有你们的陪伴， 我过了一个很轻松狭义的夜晚，也是一个很感动，很温馨的晚上。

ps: chef at home & Isabella Cafe 真的是很不错得地方， 
有机会一定要再去过。 
















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姐

10:46 PM |

Today is my cousin birthday.......... l knew his DOB from facebook...... what a terrible cousin, when l wish him Happy birthday at Facebook , he reply me with a very warm sentence "姐, thanks for your wish", l didn't hear this word for long time ....... l really miss this magic word....... 


Is like my passed away cousin called me 姐. really miss him....... 22/10/2010 was the most painful date for us, but now l year pass, we still in pain...... what can we do???? 


We must appreciate all the time we can have with everyone that we love , we care, and we concern , don't be shy to tell them you love them. 


Daddy & Mummy,  l love you, wish that both of you happy always and healthy always..... 

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shArinG pArT II

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Just receive a call from my hometown fried ....... a very best friend where we can chat non-stop for more than 1 hour. many people ask me, am i dating with him ...... this is a very funny question for me..... as l know, he will never be my boyfriend and he will never woo me...... haha.......l really wonder why both of us cannot be lover as he will tell me everything and l will share my secret with him too..... l think this is most of my friends curious too.....haha...... He tell me that he is in trouble with his study, with his friend and l can feel that he is very stress now..... l don't want can l help him beside answer his call and talk to him....... although l am not that free during that time......hehe
    
 He is a special friend for me...... don't know why........ every time we meet we will 斗嘴 but l am the only female friend that can share his secret...... he rarely talk to others female friends in my geng , every time l ask him why he, he will reply me with a standard answer that is "l don't what can l talk to them"..... haha ....... but when he talk to me , he got lot of things to share, his friendship , his relationship, his family, everything that he know, he will share with me ....... he told me that , someone though l am in love with him cause l always have lunch with him, always went out with him.......he said that , among our geng, except his 好兄弟, l am the one who knows his secret....... really happy when l know about this ....... he willing to share his secret with me means that he trusted me ........ he will share the gossip with me too....... haha....... sometimes l even know his secret that his 好兄弟 don't know.......haha.......

  
He is not the only guy in my hometown who treat me like this...... most of my male friends will treat me this way..... they always sms me , call me , went to my house to talk to me ....... Sound like l am very famous among  male friends but non of them woo me, all of them treat me as best friend ...... they can share everything with me, but they will not woo me ...... haha......l am like a magnet , who will attract male friends toward me , but all become my best friends or brother ..........l can 撒娇 with them, l can ask them go travel around, l can ask them to treat me , and l can ask them to do many things for me ........ l do like this friendship....... even l am not the pretty girl that everyone will like me , but the male friends they really treat me well........as l need help , they sure will help me...... this is why l like to be friend with male, they are not that 小气 and they will protect girl when girl is in trouble.......




                                                           Hope that our friendship will not change because of time.....




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sHarinG

10:44 PM |

last few days senior soo fong share lot of her story with me , about   life , about friendship , about relationship and also her travel experience...... 


l think when someone willing to share their experience with you, means that he/she trusted you and want you to know what have his/her experience...... l really enjoy this......l love to share story with people , through sharing , l am like take part in their life too...... can experience what have they experience before and can know a person well.......


l love to share my feeling with my best friends...... yet, l love to listen to people story too....... even though l had heard that story before, l will listen again , again and again, as long as someone want to share with me , l will be their good audience ..... 


 hope that in the future, more person will share their experience , mood, relationship and anything with me....... 

l read this sentence before：“我喜欢听故事，我也喜欢有故事的人，因为有故事的人生才是精彩的人生”.... l love this sentence very very much, hope that l can be a 有故事的人, then my life can be colourful then...... haha....



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温馨的三餐

5:47 PM |

l moved to Desa Ilmu here 3 weeks already....... within this 3 weeks l need to adopt something new ...... l need to learn how to be a good roommate, a housemate ...... yet, l learn how to cook ....... we 7 chinese girls moved out from Unimas hostel and came to a new place, we need to learn how to survive and how to save money..... haha......


One of the way to save money is to cook our own meal , this is a very new experience for me..... at home, what l need to do is just eat when mum or aunty finished cooking, but now, l got to cook my meal myself..... with my housemate, a vegetarian , we cook all potato, tomato, eggs, vege but there is not meet...... haha...... 


After few tries, l found that l know how to cook..... haha....... and the meal that l cook is yummy, it's not terrible to eat ..... haha......this is the most happy thing that happen within this 3 weeks....... having lunch and dinner with my new roommate and housemate in my small room is kind of happy thing, we chat together , eat together and discuss what to cook after this, this give me a very worm feel....... 
 ^.^  l do enjoy my life now...... 


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思念

1:53 AM |

今天是九月二十五日了，离十月二十二日还有多少天呢？？？ 我想大家都在心里默默地，流着泪的在到数吧，那是应为再过不久就是我最最最最疼也是最爱的表弟的死忌了，时间过得真快，你离开我们已经快要一年了，可是为什么当我们想起你时还是会忍不住哭了呢？？？ 好几次看着你的Facebook 还是会哭，你的朋友们，还是会post comments 在你的墙呢，虽然他们知道你已经不可能会看到了，大家都好想好想你哦，糟了，眼泪又要掉下来了，怎么办。


人为什么要活呢？？？ 活了又要面对死亡。看着你躺在棺材里的样子，真得真的很心痛呢。看着你的身边的布沾满了血，一个人怎么可以留那么多的血呢...... 当时的我多么的想你只是累了躺一下而已。你怎么可以抛下我们这么多的人自己一个人静静地睡着了呢，我们都很需要你的啊，你怎么可以这么的很心呢。 

你不在了，虽然我们的生活还是要过，可是大家都变得不一样了，大家都有不敢说出口的话，怕说了，大家都会忍不住哭泣。这一年来我们为了你留了多少的泪你懂吗，我们真的真得很想你，那个爱笑，那个爱哭，那个爱闹， 那个爱喝酒，拿个爱和我一起看戏， 那个爱呆在我家不回家，那个爱在我有party出来闹的你，我们要怎么做才能抛开你已离开我们的这个包袱，开开心心的过活呢？？？ 没有了你我们真的能开心起来吗， 你真的这么认为吗？？？有好几次姐姐都跟我说她很想你，我何尝不是呢，可是我没有勇气告诉她我也很想你，我真得很怕再次看到大家哭泣的面。很怕，真的真的很怕。。。。。。 

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在美罗的最后一个礼拜

3:03 PM |

This was the last week l can stay in bidor....... so my geng "Bidor Geng" we all suggest to have a unforgettable week before we went back to uni........

 5/9/2011 : Monday

我们帅吧.......
Today was the first day we start our busy gathering....... early in the morning..... l went market with my friends to bought materials for our party tonight..... in the afternoon ........ l were busy with my course registration..... then at night..... our party start...... we had bbq and steamboat together in my house..... my friends were familiar   with my family already, they can have party together with my family...... 
  
      our party start at 8 pm...... we all ate....chit chat...... drink 烧酒..........赏月 and clean all the things...... l really love my friends because when ever they have party in my house.....they will help me to prepare all the stuff and clean all the stuff..... will not left all the cleaning job for me...... haha...... after  we finished washing....... we chit chat again and plan for the activity for next day...... 




6/9/2011 : Tuesday 
Last night slept at 4 am and today need to wake up early in the morning 8 am...... really tired........ in the noon... we went to play badminton...... l long time didn't play badminton le...... we are very noisy people...... haha...... sambil play badminton sambil sing...... after 2 hours....... we all almost  瘫痪 ........ haha........ but we really enjoy...... at night...... we went out again....... because we don't have dinner...... we all got to went out to have dinner again....... this day was the most early day we end our gathering........ as all of us were tired...... we gather till 11 pm then we all went home d.........


7/9/2011 : Wednesday
Today l didn't gather with my friends because l didn't do work in my dad factory for long time le....... even though l didn't went out with friends....... but there was something funny happen today....... haha...... that was l had a funny conversation with my daddy......

me      : daddy, can l go ipoh tomorrow????
daddy: why you went there???
me     : because l need to buy something and go sing k with my friends.......
daddy: .............................

emm....... daddy didn't say anything to me that means l can go play lor.... haha.... l am the winner at this round...... haha


8/9/2011 : Thursday
Today is a special day for me , today was the second time l went to sing k....... the first time l sang k was 10 years ago.......... haha


we reach ipoh around 12 and after having MacD...... we went to sing k terus...... we sang for 4 hours........ l didn't realize that my friend was that amazing ....... can sang for 4 hours and behave like nothing happen....... haha....... today was a crazy day for us..... we sang and dance in the room........ haha...... l don't know that l can sing for this long...... haha


after that..... we went to have our dinner ....... we went to a restaurant where the foods were nice and the atmosphere there was nice...... l do love to have meal there...... 



9/9/2011 : Friday
 Today was the last day we gather...... there was a mooncake festival today and all of us plan to go to  the event ...... but unfortunately, when we reached there..... there is no electric current...... bad luck....... 

back from the event , we went to have our supper at 9 pm........ then went back to my house to play candle...... we all 7 adults played 17 packs candles in my house....... we used candle to design our own product..... l built a "sabah", my friend built " uum" and some built "靓女" and some built there name....... haha...... after the candles section.....we continue our gathering with mahjung..... at 1am....... a female friend tell me that her hands were shaking because she was hungry...... haha..... we all laugh because of her words..... haha..... then we went for our second round supper at mamak......... we went there at 1 am and went back home at 2am........ ate 2 times supper at one day...... really a suicide action...... haha........



看的出我们写的是什么吗？？？
 The end of my crazy week in bidor......^.^





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Final wEEks in bidor with friends and family

7:37 PM |

This is the last week that l can spend with my friend in bidor..... although l am in trouble with one of my best friend...... yet l will spend this week fully with my friends...... as the next time we all can gather would be the  next year Chinese New Year holiday....... i think l will miss them a lot.....  l will use the coming 4 months to change someone's position in my heart.... l want to upgrade our relationship from 暧昧 to a very very very very importance friend..... l hope that l can do this and l must do this so that 3 of us will be happy........ ^.^


coming week is mid autumn festival le ....... people said that 中秋佳节 is a 团圆 de 日子........ luckily l can celebrate this meaningful festival with my lovely family....... not too lonely then....... haha..... wish that everyone can have a meaningful and happy mid autumn festival........


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what the crab... Friendship ......

9:08 PM |

Last 2 weeks. l am not in good mood, why??? l had a very terrible conversation with my friend........ l didn't knew what happened to us ....... why you always blame that we are not care about you...... why don't you think yourself....... this is your problem or ours problem??? l am not your baby sitter .......... you are adult now...... you should solve your own problem....... you should know how to handle your emotion but not always want me to help you to solve your problem........ l am really tired of this....... l always listen to your problem......... l do give you solution....... but........ did you ever listen to my advise??? 

      l had give too much advised to you....... yet...... you still showing me the same face when you got problem....... l am really hate you sometimes......... you always give me trouble...... next time if you do this again to me........ l will not be your emotion "dust bin " anymore...... please solve your own problem by yourself......
hope l can really do this next time...... will not 心软  anymore.......

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死亡

6:34 PM |

Recently what happen??? why so many bad things happen around me??? the aunt in my hometown who is very close to my mom pass away..... my uncle who recently discover that he got cancer....... why all the news l heart were bad news..... l don't like this feel ......... 

this 2 person are very healthy person, in a sudden, my mom told me that 1 pass away because of cancer but she didn't know and die in a sudden  and the other got cancer. and now is diagnosis  ........ really cannot accept this fact........ not recover form my cousin death yet, now got to accept the other bad news again......... 

haiz...... death and live is just a line....... 

so........please enjoy your life to the full and please do the things that you think is right.......

 珍惜眼前人..........


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笨

5:58 PM |

why l am sooooooooooooo stupid one, will remind my friend to return the key to the office but l myself forgot about this importance mission,  need trouble other people to help me solve my problem.... haix......

yeah, now at sabah liao..... first time visit here, hope can have an unforgettable memory here.......

sabah trip schedule :


                                     10/5/2011 :  go eat stick with kuan....                     
                                     11/5/2011 : go UMS with sis :)
                                     12/5/2011 : go kundasang :)
                                     13/5/2011 : go go island ans stay at home :)
                                     14/5/2011 : go recycling day :)
                                     15/5/2011 : go gaya street :)
                                     16/5/2011 : go back home :)

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Posted by shu shin

Rojak mood >.<"

9:02 PM |

Recently , l feel like l am very abnormal, eat a lot , sleep a lot but talk less to my uni friends.... what happen to me??? Mama and baba haven't call me for almost 1 week, miss them so much......     

Just now msn chat with sis, she said they are having steamboat at home, many people there ..... wish l am one of them now even though l not really like to eat steamboat but l like the atmosphere when we eat steamboat together......long time didn't eat steamboat with family and friends....... miss it......

Oh No! l feel like l am going to sick again, don't know is because of homesick or because of this final exam......Feel like moody when alone  .........

Just now during exam time, don't know why suddenly l think of my cousin.....miss him deadly...... thinking of him make me feel like wanna cry......still cannot recover from the pain that we lost him......

Ar....... going to sot liao....... please ...... l want go home as fast as possible ...... can l???

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Posted by shu shin

nUmbErs

12:48 AM |



数目字，很多人都不觉得之是个什么大不了东西；


可是，真的是这样吗？？？


每天每秒，我们都在在意这这10 个数字。。。。

学生，常在意自己的分数是不是比别人高；

女士，时时刻刻都在在意自己的体重；

男士，在意自己的身高多过别的一切；

最最最重要的一点；

所有人都会在意自己的身价有多少；

是个为数，十位数，还是百位数，甚自跟多的位数呢；

身价越高，得到的respect 和荣誉真的会越高吗。。。

为什么我们人类会被那10个数目字控制呢？？？


这10个数目字的魅力真的那么大哦；

每个人都想成为

那第二，第三谁来担当呢？？？

人们，我们要做数目字的主人而不失变成它的奴人；

我们要知足长乐，别太别太在意数目字的高低哦。。


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